P.S:I Love You

This note is for the most special person that God has blessed me with…It feels strange…it feels strange coz I thought such a love only exists in stories…never knew we would b lucky enough to experience it ourselves…Earlier when I used to wonder that if one fine day God wants to take one of us away then I should be the one to go…coz I swear I couldn’t imagine a single moment in my life without you in it … I would b dead without you… but as years pass by and u n me somehow just manage to fall in love with each other again and again .. I now seem to have changed my mind regarding that wish of asking God to take me away first… though I still feel I cant live without u n I still would b dead without u...but now what concerns me more is that I cant let u live without me.. I cant let u miss me… till d day u live I want u 2 live with only n only happiness around u….I never want u feel helpless coz u want to touch me n hug me but ur unable to..I want to have my arms around u always.. I want you to see me beside u when u suddenly wake up in the night always…I want that whenever you want to hold my hand, my hand is there for you always…
Though I know every wish is not in my control…. So jus letting u know that I LOVE YOU TODAY and ALWAYS…n every moment spent with you is so COMPLETE bcoz it has YOU in it…mwwwhhhhhhhhhhh………
P.S: I Love You

love is in d air

guess wht day after tomorrow is a really special occasion...it ll b SEVEN whole yrs of dis beautiful relationship dat i share wit my sweetheart..FIRST of NOVEMBER 2001...d day when something so beautiful something so refreshing something so warm happened 2 touch my life...
well i know "Cheeks" for d past 24yrs(know him since birth) but never imagined dat wil b able 2 share such a lovely life wit him in d future...stil remember d 1st offcial date aftr he proposed...both of us wre so uncomfortable yet so comfortable wit each other...til den we wre grt friends n aftr dat frenz cum lovers..goshh was such a funny feeling..but u know d best part hasnt changed over d past 7 yrs...dat is we still r d BEST of frendz...we stil fool around d way we used 2 do den..even our marriage(22nd JAn 2006) hasnt changed things a bit...we stil sit n gossip(actually gossip) for hrs...stil giv those super slang abuses 2 others wen we r in d car n either 1 is driving...stil miss each other every moment wen we r away(even when we r in different rooms of d same house) soooo much...stil feel d same butterflies in d tummy wen we meet aftr a long time...
frm d veryy beginning was in love wit him sooo much dat cudnt imagine dat i cud love him more but now i realize dat wit every passing day our love's jus growing n growing(touch wood!)..
stil remember d times wen we used 2 freakout 2 meet...sneak in a corner 2 talk..lovedddd those times but honestly now that we r living together jus LOVE dis part even more...love d fact dat every nite i get 2 giv him d goodnite kiss...love d fact dat wen i suddenly wake up in d nite i get 2 c him sleeping by my side...love d fact dat wen i get up in d morning d 1st thing i c is him...love d fact dat m wit him every day every moment...
THANK YOU GOD for giving me d best possible gift i cud hav asked from life..infact thnx 4 giving LIFE 2 MY LIFE...

ME, Myself and I

when each one of us r born...all we do is spread happiness...though as a baby we r incapable of doing anything on our own but still all we do is make people happy...we manage 2 bring a smile on every person's face we c without any extra efforts... den what happens later when we grow up...y is gets so difficult 2 keep anyone(including urself!) happy.... is that bcoz we have 'grown up' n along wit that d expectations of people around us have also 'grown up' so much that it gets so very difficult 2 live upto them...is this is what life's all about...is dis is y we all 'grow up' just 2 remain dissatisfied n 2 make people around us dissatisfied..
d only thing that actually gets lost during d whole process of growing up is 'innocence' ..at d end of d day each 1 of us feel dat 'Oh god y me..y m i d only person who understands d others so much n nobody manages 2 understand us...y m i d one whoz doing all d thinking 4 others n noone else is even giving my feelings a thought...y m d one whoz steeping back n all d others r stepping over..WHY???'
hav any one of u given it a thought that all we end up doing all d time is having 'self-sympathy'..is that is wht life is all about...we always see n notice how much compromises we r having 2 do and in d process jus land up ignoring how much d other people around me r doing...in d first place y d 2 most important things that concern us r 'compromise n expectations'...we dont realize that if dont expect frm others d others also wont expect from us..
....in LIFE d most important term becomes 'ME' or 'MINE'....its jus tht we keep thinking that d most important thing for us is 'Others' but actually its just 'ME'...